i've finally had it.

ok. maybe if i post this here, i will be held accountable or at least feel guilty if i indulge.... i need to eat healthier!!! i don't like the word diet, but i seriously need some rules. my big girl, must be bloated, pms jeans are too tight!!! i have been eating whatever i want for a long time now. i kept setting dates or occasions as my last bad eating day, but then something else would come up. but now i have 2 big weddings coming up and i want to get myself a super cute dress from anthropologie. (everyone needs rewards, right?) this is going to be tough because i have several birthdays coming up, and i know there are going to be fabulous cakes, cupcakes, cookies, etc.. oh no. my mouth is starting to water. NO! i must be strong. so if you see me walking around with a bag of chocolates, a cheeseburger or a malt in my hand, please slap me, let me have 1 more bite, and then throw it away. i guess i'll start looking for dresses. that will keep me focused.